Right where He wants us

     Waiting, Waiting, Waiting.   That's often times how adoption works.     There has been a lull, a down time in our journey.     You know, when it feels like you are not even moving ahead at all, we are, but majorly slow, and this is just hard thinking about that today.    
Each adoption is different obviously, but round 2 is not going anywhere like our Judah's adoption did.          
     I want to be at the point of saying yes to getting matched with a child and having the financial means to be able to write that check and get this thing going!        We are finishing up our homestudy still.     We have had a few connections if we were ready financially to move ahead on with a couple agencies, but we know it's not the right time.        
   We need obstacles to be moved and funds to roll in, if you are wanting me to be real honest with you...

I am using these feelings though as a drive to push me in the right direction.       Push in my business, push on raising funds, etc...      
I am dreaming big and leaning on God to give us clear direction.      
He knows it all, He knows the next step, He knows how much we're leaning on him.    But that's the way He wants it right?      Yes, yes it is.           
He has us right where he wants us.